I need you
As I sit here,
In class,
I think about one thing,
I think about you,
The way you look,
The way you act,
The way you smell,
And even the way I love you so
I can't believe that,
I can't see you,
For a month,
A whole month,
I wish I never did,
Those things I did,
To cause trouble,
As I think of you,
My heart aches,
For your heart,
My soul aches,
For your soul,
My body longs,
For your touch
All I want,
Is to,
Hug you,
Hold you,
Kiss you,
And love you
And I want to,
Be loved in return,
Because even thought,
You might not realise it,
But I need you
You are the one,
Who makes life
Untitled
Everyday is hard because of you,
I thought you loved me,
But I was wrong,
Now as I sit on my bed and,
Think of the reason why I still
Love you.
When I look into your eyes,
I see grave sadness and pain,
I just want to help you be normal again,
Instead you just push me away,
So I can't help you.
I wanted you to be mine for life,
But thinking that,
I was wrong and stupid,
I want to move on,
I really do,
But I can't move on,
Until you give,
Back my heart and soul.
When I see you I feel like,
Running up and hugging you,
And never letting go.
When I am alone,
I only think of you,
When I see place we have been
Love
Is love a real thing? l
Or is it something that,
Writers come up with,
So people have something,
Interesting to buy,
And read.
Sometimes I wish,
Love was just a story,
Then I wouldnt have to,
Go through all the,
Pain and suffering,
That it causes in life
But most of the time,
Im glad that love,
Is a real thing,
Because then I wouldnt,
Have the feelings that I do,
For you.
Now I can see that love,
Is the best thing that could ever,
Happen in life,
And you have brought me,
To believe that love,
Is the greatest thing,
In the world,
All because of,
All the love you,
Have shown me,
I
Memories of the past return by emobitch05, literature
Literature
Memories of the past return
Memories of the Past Return
As I sat at my laptop,
Listening to a song,
It reminds me of you,
Of when you left,
Of all the things I had to do,
To keep myself sane,
But now you have returned,
Like nothing ever happened,
Im sorry,
But everything we ever had,
Went with the wind,
Suddenly you hold me like old times,
And the memories,
Of all our hugs return,
When you whisper in my ear,
Memories of all our past conversations return,
And when you kiss me like old times,
All my feelings, emotions and love for you reappear,
And you make me want you even more than what I used to,
I thought I was strong enough,
That I would ge
Death at the hands of a drunk by emobitch05, literature
Literature
Death at the hands of a drunk
We are here to bless the passing on one Rose M, she was a
fine girl, with many talents, she could play music etc. I would
like to pass on to her best friend Samantha, would you please
come up and say a couple of words. Said the burial director.
Do you might if I speak first Samantha? James whispered to
me.
No, thats fine, I was going to say you go first. I replied
nodding at him as we both got up. Once we both stood in front
of everyone I said,
Before I say what I have to say, James Livingston, Roses loving
boyfriend of 2 years would like to say what he has to, thank
True Love
Theres a guy I know,
He tells me everything,
Were closer than crossed fingers,
Then there was a day,
Id finally built up the courage,
To tell him those three words,
I love you,
So I walked up to him,
And I told him,
I think Im falling in love with you,
As I started to walk away,
He grabbed my arm,
Only to pull me back,
Suddenly I felt his hot lips on mine,
And my heart skipped a beat,
While my head started to spin,
And I kissed him with all my love back into his kiss,
I love you too,
I always have,
And I shall always love you,
He whispered in my ear,
I
Heart Broken Love
When I see him,
My heart skips a beat,
When I hear him,
My head starts to spin,
When I breathe in his scent,
My knees grow weak,
When I touch his skin,
My body screams with joy,
But then
I see him with you,
Holding you,
Kissing you,
Loving you,
My heart breaks,
Into a million pieces,
I just want to,
Break down and cry
I start to run,
Run away from the,
Pain you caused,
And I start to wonder why,
Im here without him
If you live alone,
You shall die alone
You and I are fate
As I sit here,
On my bed,
I wonder,
Have you seen me?
Have you noticed me?
Do I even exist to you?
I know that,
I have seen you,
I have noticed who you are,
And I surely know,
That you exist in this world,
But why does fate,
Play these games,
I dare call love,
Fate brought you to me,
But why,
Oh why,
Cant you see,
That we are fate,
And fate is we,
You and I
Are meant to be,
Together forever
I need you
As I sit here,
In class,
I think about one thing,
I think about you,
The way you look,
The way you act,
The way you smell,
And even the way I love you so
I can't believe that,
I can't see you,
For a month,
A whole month,
I wish I never did,
Those things I did,
To cause trouble,
As I think of you,
My heart aches,
For your heart,
My soul aches,
For your soul,
My body longs,
For your touch
All I want,
Is to,
Hug you,
Hold you,
Kiss you,
And love you
And I want to,
Be loved in return,
Because even thought,
You might not realise it,
But I need you
You are the one,
Who makes life
Untitled
Everyday is hard because of you,
I thought you loved me,
But I was wrong,
Now as I sit on my bed and,
Think of the reason why I still
Love you.
When I look into your eyes,
I see grave sadness and pain,
I just want to help you be normal again,
Instead you just push me away,
So I can't help you.
I wanted you to be mine for life,
But thinking that,
I was wrong and stupid,
I want to move on,
I really do,
But I can't move on,
Until you give,
Back my heart and soul.
When I see you I feel like,
Running up and hugging you,
And never letting go.
When I am alone,
I only think of you,
When I see place we have been
Love
Is love a real thing? l
Or is it something that,
Writers come up with,
So people have something,
Interesting to buy,
And read.
Sometimes I wish,
Love was just a story,
Then I wouldnt have to,
Go through all the,
Pain and suffering,
That it causes in life
But most of the time,
Im glad that love,
Is a real thing,
Because then I wouldnt,
Have the feelings that I do,
For you.
Now I can see that love,
Is the best thing that could ever,
Happen in life,
And you have brought me,
To believe that love,
Is the greatest thing,
In the world,
All because of,
All the love you,
Have shown me,
I
Memories of the past return by emobitch05, literature
Literature
Memories of the past return
Memories of the Past Return
As I sat at my laptop,
Listening to a song,
It reminds me of you,
Of when you left,
Of all the things I had to do,
To keep myself sane,
But now you have returned,
Like nothing ever happened,
Im sorry,
But everything we ever had,
Went with the wind,
Suddenly you hold me like old times,
And the memories,
Of all our hugs return,
When you whisper in my ear,
Memories of all our past conversations return,
And when you kiss me like old times,
All my feelings, emotions and love for you reappear,
And you make me want you even more than what I used to,
I thought I was strong enough,
That I would ge
Death at the hands of a drunk by emobitch05, literature
Literature
Death at the hands of a drunk
We are here to bless the passing on one Rose M, she was a
fine girl, with many talents, she could play music etc. I would
like to pass on to her best friend Samantha, would you please
come up and say a couple of words. Said the burial director.
Do you might if I speak first Samantha? James whispered to
me.
No, thats fine, I was going to say you go first. I replied
nodding at him as we both got up. Once we both stood in front
of everyone I said,
Before I say what I have to say, James Livingston, Roses loving
boyfriend of 2 years would like to say what he has to, thank
True Love
Theres a guy I know,
He tells me everything,
Were closer than crossed fingers,
Then there was a day,
Id finally built up the courage,
To tell him those three words,
I love you,
So I walked up to him,
And I told him,
I think Im falling in love with you,
As I started to walk away,
He grabbed my arm,
Only to pull me back,
Suddenly I felt his hot lips on mine,
And my heart skipped a beat,
While my head started to spin,
And I kissed him with all my love back into his kiss,
I love you too,
I always have,
And I shall always love you,
He whispered in my ear,
I
Heart Broken Love
When I see him,
My heart skips a beat,
When I hear him,
My head starts to spin,
When I breathe in his scent,
My knees grow weak,
When I touch his skin,
My body screams with joy,
But then
I see him with you,
Holding you,
Kissing you,
Loving you,
My heart breaks,
Into a million pieces,
I just want to,
Break down and cry
I start to run,
Run away from the,
Pain you caused,
And I start to wonder why,
Im here without him
If you live alone,
You shall die alone
You and I are fate
As I sit here,
On my bed,
I wonder,
Have you seen me?
Have you noticed me?
Do I even exist to you?
I know that,
I have seen you,
I have noticed who you are,
And I surely know,
That you exist in this world,
But why does fate,
Play these games,
I dare call love,
Fate brought you to me,
But why,
Oh why,
Cant you see,
That we are fate,
And fate is we,
You and I
Are meant to be,
Together forever
And she'd devour the pills, as though she were swallowing the pain, never to come back again.
But she never realized it. She never realized how it tore her apart, substance by substance. But she couldn't resist. She just couldn't refrain.
It was her monster, her protection, her shield, her bleak, dying hope. Coming in tiny Ziploc bags from the guy behind the laundromat. She'd stash it, wherever she could, under the sink, behind the toilet, stuffed in her brassiere, in staplers, in the car hood.
Until on night she began to feel sick, waking up covered in a white-cold sweat, her heart started to palpitate furiously, nearly falling out of he
Death at the hands of a drunk by emobitch05, literature
Literature
Death at the hands of a drunk
We are here to bless the passing on one Rose M, she was a
fine girl, with many talents, she could play music etc. I would
like to pass on to her best friend Samantha, would you please
come up and say a couple of words. Said the burial director.
Do you might if I speak first Samantha? James whispered to
me.
No, thats fine, I was going to say you go first. I replied
nodding at him as we both got up. Once we both stood in front
of everyone I said,
Before I say what I have to say, James Livingston, Roses loving
boyfriend of 2 years would like to say what he has to, thank
Untitled
Everyday is hard because of you,
I thought you loved me,
But I was wrong,
Now as I sit on my bed and,
Think of the reason why I still
Love you.
When I look into your eyes,
I see grave sadness and pain,
I just want to help you be normal again,
Instead you just push me away,
So I can't help you.
I wanted you to be mine for life,
But thinking that,
I was wrong and stupid,
I want to move on,
I really do,
But I can't move on,
Until you give,
Back my heart and soul.
When I see you I feel like,
Running up and hugging you,
And never letting go.
When I am alone,
I only think of you,
When I see place we have been
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Hello there all deviantartists,
I thought i might do a journal entry since my last one was quite a while ago.
I havent drawn anything for a long while, because either i get annoyed with it not going the way i want it to or im just to lazy to.
Im writing a new story, its a erotic one but im not sure if i will be putting it on here unless i decide it is fit enough to go on here.
Ash broke up with me about 7 months ago and he broke my heart, but now im with Lachlan, hes wonderful, makes me feel like im worth something. 6 months and going strong, and we are moving out together soon hopefully.
Im studying my bachelor of Information Technology
Heyyy everyone,
I have been off for quite a while. I just stopped drawing and writing because i had a block. I was working so much as well.
I have news for all you guys.
1. I have a new guy in my life, names ashley been together 9 months and i love him more than anyone else before
2. I actually quit the youth course and now im doing a diploma of business so i can get a good job
3. Rowena and i are thinking about opening our own cafe so.
I must go, things to do.
Love you all :D
Hello to everyone that i havent spoken to in a while.
There are so many new things that have happened to me...
1. I worked so much over the holidays i earned a lot of money then i
somehow i kinda didnt have it *small voice*
2. I enrolled in tafe and got accpeted :D
3. Kept working and one of our managers Andrew left :( (i come to the
realiseation i fell for him and now its killing me that i cant see him
and i want to tell him how i feel but i dont want him to think im just
another girl, when im not just another girl. *sigh* what to do?)
4. I started tafe and loved it so much, but yet i miss high school just
a little bit
5. I am si